To a narcissist I once loved

To A Narcissist I Once Loved
I know that you’re
waiting for me to breakdown again
and contact you.
I know that you must be thinking
that I am miserable waiting for you to
give me attention.
But. You see.
I am not the person I once was.
You destroyed me over and over
but I built myself back up into someone
you will never have
the honor of getting to know.